A Wish Come True...

It has long been Robynn's desire to visit my brother Matt's home on the beach of Punta Mita, Mexico. Her, Brian and the kids just received their passports right before she got sick. We had mapped out many scenarios, but as her health deteriorated, we were resigned to the fact that getting her there was impossible. Taking her to Half Moon Bay became our alternate plan and as you know she was sick almost the entire time and never made it on the sand.

Fast Forward, a month and a half.......Robynn is doing better than we could have ever hope for. We know it is because of your prayers and the Hand of Our GREAT Father, that this miracle has been bestowed. Based on her improved condition, we decided to revisit getting "Our Girl" to Mexico. Matt and Erin are there right now getting things set up and are whisking Robynn, Brian, Brady and Hailey away this Saturday. The kids and I, Mom, Dad, Jenny and Derek get to benefit by default!;) It has been a world wind, but I think we have all bases covered and passports in our hot little hands.

Brian has thought of everything and has taken all the necessary precautions for Robynn's care. They will leave straight from Mexico to Texas on the 6th, where Robynn will undergo her battery of tests and examinations during the first half of the week.


We are excited beyond explanation and can't wait to add this "Memory Making" trip to the scrap book in our hearts, minds and on our coffee tables.


We ask that you continue to hold Robynn up in prayer and ask Our Lord to keep us safe in our travels.
I ask that you not forget to get your local blood center and donate!!!
GIVE BLOOD, GIVE LIFE!


You are the BEST "Army Goodell"!
Love you ALL!
Pray On!
S

Update on Nick Hanson

Per your request, here is a letter written
by his son Joe;

It is hard to believe that 4 weeks have gone by since my last e-mail. I apologize for the delay. I have updated some of you individually.

God is good! My Dad is doing great. I spoke with him on the phone this past Sunday for the first time in this 7 week journey. He was very encouraged and he is beginning to understand all that he has been through. He woke up from the coma a number of days ago but it was a long time before he was coherent.

The family has tried to convey how close he was to death and I think he is amazed. He really appreciates all of your prayers. He is still in the hospital and will be moved to an alternative care facility soon. The recovery for this will be long and he will likely have a lot of outpatient procedures.

Regarding his ankle and shoulder, they are healing and the infection is going away. They are nowhere near 100% but with time they will be healed. We have learned from the orthopedic surgeon that he usually only operates 2 or 3 times before amputating. In my Dad’s case, he has operated on the ankle 9 times, it is almost as if the doctor refused to give up. I believe God was in the middle of this and the ankle is now healing in a cast.

In the coming weeks, I will be preparing some notes that you have sent to give to him. If anyone is inspired with any other words of encouragement feel free to e-mail me at
joe@noriega-bradshaw.com. I would like my Dad to know how many people have interceded for him on this journey. I praise God for you and your faithfulness. His presence in this situation is both humbling and overwhelming.

Our only prayer requests are for continued physical healing of the ankle and shoulder; for my mother as she deals with his condition and the lifestyle changes that are to come; and that my Dad truly recognizes how much God loves him and all he has been delivered from.

Thank you and God Bless –

Joe & Jesica


"Army Goodell" has 11 blood donations reported so far! Keep me updated!
Way to go to our latest donors.... Sharon, Dan and Kelly!!!!

Pray on!
S

A Clean Car for a Great Cause;)

River City Car Wash in West Sacramento is making a donation to Robynn for every car wash purchased through June 3oth. See flyer at http://raisingforrobynn.blogspot.com/

Address: 645 Harbor Blvd. in West Sac
Code to Enter: 4442

xoxo,
S

No News IS Good News!

I apologize for the lapse in posts, but for the most part "Our Girl" is doing well! She has struggled a bit with some belly pain, but seems to have kicked it to the curb.
She will continue the same chemo regimen and is still on target to get rechecked in Texas the week of July 7th.

Though I have been silent, I am steadfast in my belief that you have not been;)
There is no doubt your constant prayers ring loud in Our Lord's ears!

Hebrews 12:2-3
Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart. (NIV)

Love to all!
Pray On!
S

Happy Birthday To You!

Happy Birthday To You!
Happy Birthday Dear BRIAN!
Happy Birthday To You! Cha Cha Cha!

Wow! Your catchin up to me fast...
Oh, to be 38 again;)

Love you SOOOOOOO BIG! Have a SUPER day!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo,
S

PS Pray for comfortable chemo today!
6 pints donated so far, keep it up Army Goodell!

Paying It Forward

Brian, Quin and Missy went yesterday to donate blood. It was Missy's 1st time and she (just like her friend Robynn) took it like a champ! Robynn was right there of course, for moral support;)
I have had a couple people say they were scheduled to donate this week...please make sure to let me know via "comments" or my personal email bdairygirl@gmail.com when you do, so I can keep you updated on "Army Goodell's" AMAZING contributions!

Robynn continues to feel good and enjoy life! She gets her blood work done tomorrow and chemo on Thursday. Keep up your diligent prayers, she is living proof they are WORKING!!!

Pray On,
S

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

To ALL you Wonderful men out there, enjoy your extra special day!

Get Your Rivercats for Robynn Tickets!

Brady will be throwing out the "first pitch" at the Friday, July 18th game.

Each ticket costs $14 and $4 of every ticket goes to Robynn!

All tickets must be PRE-Purshased by June 27th in order for Robynn to get credit!

Please email either Dana Sloan danasloanrn@yahoo.com or Brian bdgoodell7@yahoo.com letting them know the number of tickets you need and they will email you how to send payment.

Here's the flier with some detail for the day!

Come join the Fun!!!

Challenge for "Army Goodell"

GIVE BLOOD...GIVE THE GIFT of LIFE!

Callahan(17) went yesterday to Houchin Blood Bank in Bakersfield and gave for the VERY first time and has another appointment in 8 weeks. While there, I realized that Robynn might not need any whole blood,plasma or platelets at the moment, but there are countless people who do and we are "commanded" to serve!
I had not donated blood in years, but gave at Robynn's Blood Drive and returned to donate again on my birthday, so I'm not asking any of you to do something I'm not willing to do myself. I know it scares the Bejeepers out of some of you, so here's an alternative...if you absolutely can't do it, ask someone you know to donate instead...on your behalf (so to speak)

Did you know that every three seconds someone requires a blood transfusion?
Can you imagine the impact "Army Goodell" could have on helping those in need???
I will not even attempt to guess, because you soldiers surpass ANY and EVERY expectation that ever crosses my mind!

So here are your Orders: Go to ANY Blood Center and donate to ANY organization you choose(most have lists at the reception desk & Blood Source will accept in Robynn's name) or give to their "general fund" in ROBYNN's HONOR! When your Orders are complete, report back and we will track how many pints of blood "Army Goodell" is contributing to friends in need!

We have been blessed with many miracles and it is once again time to;
PAY IT FORWARD and give Thanks and Praise to our Gracious God!

I anxiously await All soldiers to report for duty!
Pray On!
S

120 Pounds!

That's Robynn's "goal weight"! She met with her Dr. yesterday and that's where they would like her to be. She weighed in at 112, so we've got 8 pounds to pack on!
She had a little bit of a struggle yesterday which caused her to take pain and anti-nausea meds for the first time in a while:( She felt better when she woke up today and that's what we like to hear!!!

Pray On for Pounds, Pleasantness and Power!
xoxo,
S

We Loved "That's Amore"!

Good Morning soldiers!
What a difference eating has made for Robynn! She looked incredible...you could see that sparkle in her eye shining bright as ever! "That's Amore" was a wonderful event that Robynn and the rest of us enjoyed thoroughly. (except for the entire room singing me Happy Birthday;)
The food was GREAT, the service was IMPECCABLE and just the general vibe was AMAZING! It was a little embarrassing when we bought $100 worth of raffle tickets(all to win the Omelet Maker) and divided them up between all our kids and ended up winning 10 prizes...it seemed like we got everything EXCEPT the Omelet Maker;) Brady and Hailey were thrilled even when it was not a kid related prize. You would have thought Brady won the lottery with the excitement he showed running up to the stage with his tickets being waved over his head. It was really somethin! Robynn would put her head down in embarrassment and say "no more, that's enough". I just enjoyed the kids response and pondered taking them to Vegas!
Thanks to ALL who made it so EXCEPTIONAL!

Thank you all for the birthday wishes!
Thank you Robynn and Brian for making my day so special! Not only did Robynn make my favorite cake, she also made be the most precious bracelet with a heart disc that says "sister" and a round disc that reads "strength".
"My cup overflows"!

Pray for continued healing, strength and grace...

Pray On!
S

Happy Friday Soldiers!

I am thrilled to report that aside from feeling a little "pooped out" Our Girl is doing amazingly well! We are headed to West Sacramento tonight and can't wait to see her with that extra meat she's been packin on;)

Zechariah 4:6
"Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit," says the LORD Almighty. (NIV)

Your diligence to the Lord and Our Girl has worked miracles I never thought possible.
His spirit is working through ALL of YOU!
What a wonderful gift...thank you!

Pray On!
S

PS Don't forget to keep an eye on Baby Jonah http://www.jonahscott.blogspot.com/ he continues to need our prayers!

Hope to see many of you tomorrow night at "That's Amore" for Robynn!

4 More Pounds!

Can I get an A-M-E-N from you unyielding soldiers!!!???
"Our Girl" is on the road to strength and restoration!
She is eating and bulkin up;)
Glad that someone is puttin on the pounds!

Squeezing you all with BIG "Robynn Hugs"
Pray On!
S

That's Amore...for Robynn!

They have already sold 120 tickets for this spaghetti feed.
WAY TO GO Gals!
If you are interested in joining us, here's some info;

When? Saturday, June 7th
Time? 6:30 PM - No host open bar (mingle and pick your table!)
7:00 PM - Dinner
Where? West Sacramento Moose Family Center
3240 Jefferson Blvd

Tickets are $10 per adult and $5 per child.
You can reach Debbie @ debinorton@aol.com or (916) 600-1652 to buy tickets, volunteer to help or make a raffle donation.

Rick Harrison

Please pray for Rick who had a massive heart attack and has been in critical condition. His brother is Father Craig Harrison of St. Francis church in Bakersfield. Father Craig married Robynn and Brian and has always held a special place in our families hearts. His family has endured great loss recently when their sister passed away unexpectedly four months ago.
I was at Gillian's 1st communion Saturday and Father Craig did the mass/ceremony. He told us what his family was going through and that he couldn't imagine getting through these times without Christ. He also wondered what non-believers held onto in times like these.
It has made me wonder as well......

The Harrison's pain must be tremendous, but their Faith remains "Strong"!
We are ordered to "Stand" with them in Prayer and continued commitment to Our Gracious God!

Pray on!
S

Will She EVER Cease to Amaze Us?

"Our Girl" is doing very well! She enjoyed a wonderful weekend of relaxation and even dinner in San Francisco with my parents. She is determined to get her strength back, so she ventured out on an easy little walk/jog with Hailey and Mousse Sunday. She is unbelievable!
Yes, I'm feeling quite ashamed of myself at the moment for not getting MY able body moving with some sort of exercise! I'm a bad girl, I know;)

Pray that she continues to THRIVE!!!!!
Amen!

Pray On,
S

Prayer Request

Kai Joseph David was born at 31 weeks and weighed 3lbs 11 oz. to Rachel and Jeff. Everything is great considering his gestation. He is small, but tough! Baby Kai will remain in the NICU for a little while until he gets stronger. Please pray for him to gain weight and come home soon.

Last I heard, "Our Girl" had taken in that chemo like a champ and was eating, smiling and enjoying life to the fullest! My parents could not get over how TERRIFIC she looked when they brought the kids back to West Sac.
Thank You Jesus!!!

Pray On!
S

Baby Jonah and Nick Hanson

Two week old Baby Jonah is recovering from having his kidneys removed, please keep him in your prayers!

Nick has had 2 surgeries this past week to help clear various infections. I am requesting continued prayer that these infections will leave his body so that the doctors will not have to amputate his foot.

"Army Goodell" He heard your prayers for Robynn, please call out to Him now for Baby Jonah and Nick!

Pray on!
S

“Ask and it will be given to you…” – Matthew 7:7

How amazing is Our God?

I am overcome with emotion at our newest and most blessed of miracles.
"Army Goodell", I commend you on a job WELL DONE! I cannot find the words to express our gratitude for holding "Our Girl" up to the Lord. We asked and he answered!
He is so VERY GOOD!

Don't take your boots off yet, we have more battleground to cover!
She is undergoing chemo right now, so please pray she tolerates it well and continues to Stand Strong!

Pray On you Mighty Awesome Soldiers!
S

Our prayers have been answered!

Hi!

It's Robynn. I just couldn't let anyone else share this news with all of you today. I needed to do it myself. First, I need to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all of your positive thoughts and prayers for my health and well-being. We met with my doctor in Houston today and received wonderful news. It seems that many of the tumors have remained stable, but even more have gotten smaller. We are obviously elated at this news! My treatment will remain the same and I will return in 5 weeks for another scan and evaluation. I have absolutely no doubt that this is the result of all of your prayers! God has blessed me in so many ways and now He is blessing me with these positive results. Thank you for all the love and support you have given me. I love you!!!!!

Tests Are DONE!

Our Girl had a busy day! It was filled with a CT Scan, blood work, chest, abdominal and pelvis x-rays to name a few!
Now we wait..............................tic tock....tic tock...
They meet with their Dr. to go over results at 2:30 Texas time (12:30 our time)
Tanner graduates tomorrow and we are having a big party afterwards, but I will do my best to get whatever news I have posted as quickly as possible.

Until then, back on your knees and ask for another miracle!

Love You All...Pray On!
S

God Bless America!

They had a great trip there, a wonderful dinner and were feasting on frozen yogurt last we heard;) They get to have a little alone time before they start with their appointments so I'm glad for that!
My parents brought the kids to Bakersfield yesterday and those nuts went swimming as soon as they got here...no thank you! Way too cold for Auntie!
Hailey helped me make pancakes and bacon for everyone this morning and then we are off to shop for the last minute odds and ends for Tanner's graduation party.

Have a MARVELOUS MEMORIAL DAY and give thanks and praise to all who have served and protected this Great Country of ours!

Soldiers of the United States...We Honor You!
May God Bless You and Keep You Safe!!!!

Pray On,
S

Flying High....

...in the sky and Texas bound!
We are so hopeful that good news will come our way!
You will know about it when I do!

Love you all!
Pray On,
S

Prayer Request for Michael

I would ask that all "Army Goodell" soldiers Report For Duty and go to "comments" under the posting "Bump in the Road" and
please read what Valerie wrote.
"Tragedies like ours and yours aren't something anyone practices for - there's no chapter in a book that will prepare us for something like this" This really got to me! I remember a conversation I had with Robynn about what to say to Brady and Hailey and I said to her, "it's not like we can say, well we said this last time and it served us well or that didn't work, let's try something new". What we were faced with was something so foreign and complicated. Our only preparation had to come from Above. We had to be faithful... trusting that the Lord had been preparing us for this without us ever knowing. I am commanded to believe that, and though I struggle some days, I know it is true!

Lord, keep us "Standing Strong" and faithful to YOUR will.
Hold Michael and his family up to Our Lord in prayer!

Pray On!
S

Bump In The Road

Well, darn it! I think I jinxed "Our Girl"!
(Yes, it's all my fault Robynn...sorry!)
I was braggin about how well she was doing last night and then she goes and gets sick on me!
She battled nausea and vomiting but said she felt much better this morning. She's takin it easy because her Mom was taking her to get a facial today and she wasn't gonna let anything keep her from it! You Go Girl!!

Please pray for no "yuckies" and comfort for Our Girl!

Pray On!
S

Still Goin Strong!

Robynn continues to do well. She is eating and keeping it down and she is still getting to be a "Mom", which is ALL important to her. She struggles with some stomach cramping but not constantly like before. Her tummy has increased due to Ascites, but we know that come with the territory because of the toll the tumors have taken on the liver. Her biggest challenge is exhaustion. This chemo really takes a lot out of her. Other than that, Brian and her feel blessed to have this time as a family.

Please keep them in Constant prayer as they gear up for Texas!

Pray On!
S

Cordero & Garcia Families

Both families lost a son Monday in a car crash.
Please keep their family and friends in your prayers.

Pray On,
S

Prayer Request

Nick Hanson is in need of Army Goodell's MAGNIFICENT prayer duty!

He has been in a coma since Sunday, May 11. He has been off of any form of pain medication or sedation for six days and he should have woken up a long time ago. His liver is not processing the sedation out of his body. As of this morning, he has pneumonia, a recurring infection in his shoulder and foot, his fever is spiking at night, and he has pancreatitis. We are requesting specific prayers over this liver and his infection. It is apparent that the infection is somewhere else in his body and the doctors have been looking for days with no progress. We are also requesting prayers for his wife. She is remaining strong and positive but she is juggling many balls right now – trying to keep the family business a float in between hospital visits and phone calls to family.

Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again;
From the depths of the earth you will again bring me up.
Psalm 71:20

Lord Hear Our Prayers!
S

5 Pounds!

Yes, you read it right!
Our Girl has gained 5 pounds! When I talked to her last night and she said, "I'm hungry", I can't tell you how it tickled me. I made her repeat it over and over and told her I could never get sick of hearing that out of her mouth! She has been eating "real" food without complications... what a WONDERFUL blessing!
She has been keeping busy, but not very "cool" with the heat wave hitting us in California. They put up a Pirate Ship swimming pool for Miss Hailey yesterday and my guess is that Our Girl just might join in the fun to stay cool;)

Please continue to to give Thanks & Praise for another mini-miracle & take the time to visit Baby Jonah's blog@ http://www.jonahscott.blogspot.com/ you have your Orders!
Pray on!
S

Please Pray For Jonah Scott Goodman

Infant Jonah Scott Goodman and his family are in desperate need of prayers from the Robynn Goodell Prayer Army. Please Raise Up Jonah and his family to the Lord, beg the Lord to bless this child and his family and pray for comfort, knowing the Lord cherishes all of His children.

Please pray for the strength this child and his family need to overcome this unfathomable challenge!

If you want to know more about Baby Jonah please visit: http://www.jonahscott.blogspot.com/

Thank you all for your amazing support for not only Robynn, but all of the friends and families in need!

Dates to Remember!

Here are some exciting things coming up.
More details can be found @
raisingforrobynn.blogspot.com/

Tuesday May 20th-Round Table Pizza night
(West Sac only)

Now through May 27th-Pampered Chef Catalog Party

June 7th-That's Amore Spaghetti Feed

"Robynn's Ribbon" Car Magnets- On Sale!

A Bump In The road....

It seems Our Girl wrestled with the "Yuckies" last night, but went to bed early and slept it off. She feels much better today, but we need to get praying that this continues!!!

You have your Orders...get a move on!

Pray On!,
S

Texas Bound Again!

After speaking with Brian this morning, I guess they will be headin back to Texas!

MD Anderson would like to re-evaluate Robynn. Her doctor also said he would be talking to the MDA First Phase Team to see if Robynn would benefit from any new clinical trials they have available. Her doctor also said he wanted to present her case to the other doctors in the Sarcoma division to get their opinion on what they feel is the best treatment options. They leave Sacramento May 25 and plan on returning the 29th. The 27th will be filled with scans, blood work, imaging and who knows what else. The 28th they will meet with the medical providers. This will hopefully provide some insight as to how things are progressing and what options Robynn has available.
She is still thriving and feeling great! The “Yuckies” have no place in her life today…HOORAY!

Pray On Dear Soldiers!
S

Matthew 11:28

...Come Unto Me, All Ye That Labour and Are Heavy Laden,
and I Will Give You Rest.

Dear Lord, wrap your gracious arms around Robynn so that she receives rest and then is abundantly restored. We bow to You, and thank You for taking away the unbearable pain and discomfort she has faced before. What a relief to not have that burden on her right now.
To you we give ALL the Praise and Glory!

Soldiers, I am on my knees not only for Our Gracious God, but to YOU, for manning your posts with constant reverence!

Pray On!
S

Standing Strong!

Today's title was yesterday's motto! She had a MAGNIFICENT Mother's Day!
Nothing extraordinary happened, but it was extremely enjoyable! This chemo takes a little more out of her in the way of energy, but it's nothing a couple 45 minute snoozes can't handle. They bbq'd with her Mom, Jenni and Derek and had a lovely time!
We are gearin up for a spaghetti feed June 7th and a River Cats game July 18th, so mark your calendars! I'll get you more details later...

Pray that the "Yuckies" will stay FAR, FAR away from Our Girl!

Pray On!
S

SUPERTY DUPERTY SATURDAY!

Our Girl is back on track! Cart wheels and
BIG kicks are a flyin at my house...better watch out(Pretty Scary;)
She has felt TERRIFIC all day and was even
going out to dinner after the kids game.
Sorry, no"Where's Robynn?" I didn't ask where they were headed!
They seem to think that yesterdays "funk"(please take no offense Kim:) was due to Robynn stopping her pain meds cold turkey. Hmmmm, whats wrong with this picture? I'm trying to get ON some good ones and have had no luck!(lol)
On a serious note...we realize days 4-6 are just around the corner and we must pray for the least amount of pain/discomfort as possible. Pray that tomorrow will be the BEST Mother's Day ever for Robynn and she will fully enjoy a celebrant holiday that I believe God planned with her in mind!
May we all strive to be better Moms today and everyday! There's ALWAYS room for improvement!;)

I love all you SUPER Moms, Mimi's, Mum-Mum's, Enni's, Aunts, Grandmas and all the wonderful women in our world that love, support, guide, inspire and mold us into better servants!

Your Orders....
(1) Pray for ALL the special woman in your lives that make a difference everyday!
(2) Tell them the differnce they make!

Pray On!
S

No Funky Fridays for Us!

I'm sorry for the late post, but I was kidnapped!
I'm telling the truth...really I am!:)
This roller coaster ride can get to the best of us and I had some dear friends that were worried about me so they devised a fool-proof plan to have me swiped from home for some FFF(forced friend fun;) For the record, if you've been considering a good kidnapping, I'd have to back ya on that one! Two thumbs-up on the ol kidnaparoo!
Robynn had called when I was wrapped in a towel and trying to get ready with my kidnapper watching my every move. When I called her back I told her I was being kidnapped and she laughed! Some help she was! No, "can I call the police...where are you...RUN as fast as you can screaming for help". Nothing close! She just wanted to know where my kidnappers were taking me and when I replied, "Mexicali"(code for margarita's;) she was even more joyful! I'd get kidnapped everyday just to hear her laugh that precious laugh!

Enough of my antics...what you're really here for is an update on Our Girl Robynn!
Beside a sleepless night, filled with tossin and turning she feels pretty good physically. As we all know, when you can't sleep our minds can get the best of us and lead us somewhere we DO NOT want to be, but as usual our girl put on her Rally Cap and chased the funk away! She helped get the kids ready for school, did Hailey's hair, made their lunches and went to coffee w/ her hubby and had a "date morning" til it was time to pick up Hailey. You GO Girl!

Days 4-6 are still ahead and I pray they don't hit as hard this time!
Get your rally caps on and pray for the same!

Love you all
Pray On!
S

PS Kel and Raj you can kidnap me anytime!!!

Round 3 is today!

Please pray that Robynn does not have the same horrible reaction like before and that those administering her chemo go slow, slow, slow!

Have Mercy on Robynn Lord and take away her suffering! Let today's treatment work in her body to heal her. Work in our hearts as we sit here helpless and desperate for relief for Robynn!
We look only to you for salvation!

Amen

Report For Duty!

11 year old Michael Russell needs a
"Shield of Defense"!
Please Lord, HEAR our prayers!

The following came straight from his Mom and Dad;

http://www.neurologychannel.com/rsd/index.shtml

For 3 weeks now Michael has had problems with his left arm. It's been drawn up and no strength and in a lot of pain. We've seen his pediatrician, a neurologist, acupuncturist, chiropractor and an ER doctor. 3 of them have come up with Michael has RSD. Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. A painful nerve condition. Michael has had an MRI, a CAT Scan and blood work done, all coming back normal. Michael on Friday has a scheduled EMG some electric test to his nerves which the Doctor says is rather painful. Please pray for him on that day the the Lord will intervene and it will not be painful for him. I have no idea where to go from here except on our knees because the link up top doesn't give a cure just a treatment for his pain. It also doesn't give a good recovery time because some people have been dealing with this for years. Please pray that God will give the Doctors wisdom and that God will do a miracle for Michael. He will be starting independent studies so pray we can keep up on his studies. At least we won't have to worry about how much school he is missing. The school has been very accommodating.

Thank you in advance for your prayers,
Gary, Tamera & Michael

Keep Our Girl in CONSTANT Prayer as well!
No man/woman/child left behind! We are all in this together!

Forge On in unending prayer soldiers!

S

Grateful!

As I was sitting in the silence of our home watching my "Amazing Angel" sleep I got such an urge to express to you how grateful I am for you all. (Please bear with me as I am not the writer my sister is)

I must admit, everyday I am so taken aback by all of the love and support that continues to pour in for "My Beautiful Bride." Your words, acts kindness, love, and support go so far beyond what I could have ever imagined and for that I am not only in awe but forever grateful. Your words of encouragement helps OUR HOPE to remain, your spirituality helps keep OUR FAITH as strong as it should be, your acts of kindness gives hope to a world where normally all we see on the news is despair, and your support and kindness towards OUR FAMILY (which means everything to us) shows us that OUR ARMY/VILLAGE/TRIBE (what ever you want to call it) is so much bigger and stronger than we ever imagined, stretching from coast to coast and from children to grandparents to complete strangers.

I love you all so very much and am so grateful for how you have touched our lives during this most trying of times!

You are all truly amazing and so appreciated! Please keep up the comments and know that each one is read to Our Girl as they come in and they really do make a difference.

God Bless You and Embrace You!

Robynn's Adoring Husband

Mercy Now!

Hebrews 4:16

So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God.
There we will receive his mercy, and we will find
grace to help us when we need it. (NLT)

I am on my knees begging that he shows mercy to Robynn as she struggles mightily!
Please join me Army Goodell...dig deep and Pray with everything you've got!

XOXO,
S

Walk the Walk!

I think it was my second or 3rd visit to West Sacramento since this all began...
Robynn was VERY ill and things were extremely scary. She was back at home but leaving for another lengthy hospital stay. She told me that there was an area in her closet that held bags with donations for the needy and they would be by to pick it up in a few days. "I won't be here and you can't forget to put it out Michelle Irene" she said with a smile! I promised her I would not forget. Later, she remembered more things that could be added and in the end I think I took out 6-8 bags. I remember standing in her closet in total disbelief. Here was a woman who had no idea what tomorrow would bring her and she was consumed with getting the less fortunate her hand-me-downs! I don't know that I would have had the same conviction if faced with her circumstances. But as we ALL know, THAT'S JUST ROBYNN! Always looking out for someone else first!
This leads me to today when my cell phone rang at about 4:45. "Are you at the store Mom"? "No, what do you need T"? "I have lunches for the needy tomorrow" (just a little background about this program; once a month Tanner will choose to make 10 PB and J's, place them in brown paper bags and add a drink and piece of fruit in each all by himself) At first his procrastination is irritating and I roll my eyes over the phone. I have NOTHING for 10 lunches...nothing! I tell him I will call him back and I immediately feel a sense of pride that my son is following in his Aunt Robynn's foot steps. I was no longer annoyed with the last minuteness of this, but thrilled that he was putting others first. Way to "Pay It Forward" Tanner!

Sister Mary who once told me,
"Our children walk where we walk, not where we point"!
May we ALL walk in a direction that leads to a glorious outcome filled with faith, prayer, compassion, thoughtfulness, humility and love!

Those are your new orders soldiers!
Pray On!

When the Going Gets Rough....

the "Rough" go to the beach with "back up"!
Let me first say, thank you for your patience while awaiting the details of our FFF days at the beach;)
As you are aware, Our Girl had a terrible start which didn't get much better til Saturday.
Here's how it all went down...

Thursday: Was spent driving and and getting her right to bed when we reached the beach house. She struggled vigilantly with abdominal pain, nausea and vomiting. While she rested we tried to get unpacked and organize the kitchen for our Mexican Fiesta! She never joined us that night, but the rest of us pigged out on tacos, carnitas, rice and beans, chips n salsa and a special treat that Uncle Brian taught Cal how to make that consisted of roasted jalapenos, garlic, pine nuts,olive oil and cilantro salt and pepper. We chose to eat it on EVERYTHING! Cereal was about the only possibility we thought might not work with it!;) We then took a little field trip down to the pier and Hailey with her charm and amazing new hair cut scored us 4 fresh crabs!
We boiled them the next morning and Cal and Uncle Matt cracked em up for all to enjoy!

Friday: She was still struggling, but was able to get out of bed to sit on the couch and visit with a view of the ocean off in the distance. The men and children fled to the beach for a game of football and woofle-ball. The women stayed behind to keep Robynn company. When she was ready for some more quiet time we took off to a cute little place and had lunch on a patio that faced the water. When the kids were done eating they got to run down to the beach and play in the sand and climb rocks til we finished. When we arrived back home, we all watched a video that Madison along with the help of friends, classmates and school staff had put together for "Aunt Robynn". Very sweet, funny, inspirational, full of love and bound with prayer and support! Later we bbq'd ribs, hot dogs, corn, garlic mashed potatoes, garlic bread and fresh fruit. We then got a crazy game of Taboo going that was lots of fun!

Saturday: This was a CRAZY day for me personally and a 2 thumbs up for Robynn! I had to get Cal back to Bakersfield(4 hours) for her Prom, run by Relay for Life @ CSUB and head back to the beach to miss as little as possible! No worries! I got it ALL done! Cal looked gorgeous! We made it to the Luminary celebration and found bags lit up in Robynn's and my Uncle Sonny's "honor". Was there to hear that Bakersfield had raised over 2 million dollars for the American Cancer Society and that my team "Too much Fun Club" came in second place by raising over 47 thousand dollars! AMEN!
Back at the beach was our own mini miracle unfolding! Robynn was feeling good! To take full advantage of this, they whisked her away to the place we had been the day before for lunch and the amazing view. She ate a bit of soup and enjoyed her family and her surroundings. She took a little snooze when they got back and later visited with the girls while the men/boys played poker! Uncle Derek was the big winner, with Uncle Brian 2nd and Tanner in 3rd.
What happened Papa???

Sunday: This was her BEST day by far!(maybe because it is God's day...hmmmm;) She went shopping at the little shops in downtown HMB. It was getting a little chilly and she was tiring so Brian and Brady took her home and we ate at a local Inn and then headed back as well. Hailey had been waiting this entire trip to go horseback riding. I tried to buy her off with a $23 shirt with a gold studded horse on the front...that didn't work! Instead, Hailey got the shirt and got Auntie to go horseback riding. Thank God for Brian and Madison who did not let me suffer alone! Hailey's smile from ear to ear was worth all the "bottom bashing" I endured! It still hurts to walk, sit, stand etc, but I'll be fine soon!!!:) While we were wild cowgirls/boys, the other boys went fishing to catch our dinner! We were ready for countless snapper to skin and gut and throw over the fire like the old days! I think the Lord Himself had realised our overeating and drinking needed to come to an end, evidenced by Brady and Tanner returning with only 1 fish! Pretty tough to split that between 16 people;) Oh well, break out the trays of pasta!

Let the Dance Off Begin...
It all started as an innocent little challenge. Brady has been very impressed with his cousin Tanner's "moves" that you all have watched courtesy of Bill Haines and youtube. He has watched it countless times to pick up some super impressive moves he might use on some hot chicks that will surface in his future. Pretty smart! Anyway, we moved all the furniture and had our make shift dance floor all ready. Brady was IN THE HOUSE and there was no stopping him now! He was unbelievable! He had moves that stunned us all! Tanner was even taken back! So much so,that he had to get in on the action. Little by little we found another one of us on the floor. Pretty soon ALL of us were dancing! Even Robynn!
Beastie Boys, Taylor Swift, Violent Femmes, Kenny Chesney, Tim McGraw (just to name a few) blared in the background. We lined danced and did the Cha-Cha. There was more fun had that night than should be allowed!!! Robynn got to slow dance with her devoted hubby to their wedding song,"Because You Loved Me" as well as "Your My Best Friend". Hailey got to dance to "There Goes My Life" with her Mom and Brady's song with Mom was "Jesus Take the Wheel".
Make no mistake, there were tears flowing at this point, but we sucked it up and moved back to FFF and more boogieing! We had to celebrate being together and savor every second! As I watched Robynn and Brian dance my Mom walked over and asked me "so was it worth the 8 hour drive"? "without a doubt" was my response. I would have driven forever if Sunday night was my reward! Well the party wound down around midnight and a few old and out of shape "troopers" hobbled off to bed!

Monday: We were all packing up and getting ready to head out when I see my brother Matthew lugging this huge bucket full of sand up 2 flights of stairs to the house entrance. I then hear him say "if you can't get to the beach, the beach will come to you...get over here and feel the sand between your toes". Robynn, absolutely thrilled, shrieked with excitement and joyfully jumped in the bucket. A scene that will forever be etched in my memory...thank you Matt!


With each memory we meet again with those we love
for the heart never forgets...
Thank you Robynn, Brian, Brady, Hailey, Mom, Dad, Mimi, Jenny, Derek, Matthew, Erin, Madison, Tim, Cal and Tanner...My heart will not only never forget, it will cherish these moments forever...thank you for gifting them to me!
All my Love,
S

She is not feeling very well today and will have next round of Chemo Thursday.
Please keep her ever present in your prayers!

Pray On Dear Soldiers!

A STRONG Finish!

We had a miserable start, but it's where you end up that counts!;)

We just got home and I am pooped!
I promise lots of details tomorrow!

Love to all!
Pray On!
S

Pray On!

Yesterday was ROUGH! She was sick the entire day! She could not get a handle on her nausea and vomiting:( We did get her set up in a hammock out in the sun facing the beautiful view of the ocean and that seemed to be her saving grace!
She woke up feeling better this morning, so we'll see how today plays out...

Hold Our Girl up to the Lord and ask for
Peace,Comfort and Fun in the Sun!

Pray On!
S

Man Your Posts Faithful Soldiers!

I just wanted to quickly update you before we hit the road!

Robynn had blood work done yesterday and her WBC is way up there, as well as her hemoglobin(RBC). They are a little higher than anyones "normal range" should be, but they don't cause us too much concern. We have to wonder if the Neulasta shot(helps keep WBC up) she got Friday just pumped her up a little too much.
The"calm seas" we prayed for seem to be here early...PRAISE the LORD! She looks FABULOUS! She looks SO good, I catch myself forgetting that anything is wrong. She ate sushi, cake and strawberries without any problem and we talked about all the things that sounded good and we'll make at the beach. How that for Progress!!! We talked, we packed, we watched as she made jewelry and talked some more. She finished the whip cream frosting and finishing touches on Cals cake and we celebrated 17 years. We wanted to watch last weeks episode of "The Office" but Tevo let us down, so we watched a mindless game show that I'm too embarrassed to name;)
I am now awaiting a very special heart charm hand stamped with "STAND"made with love by, the one...the only "OUR GIRL"! (the crowd roars!!!!)
It had to go through one more process last night but is ready now. I feel like a kid at Christmas waiting for their parents to wake up so you can open your gifts! WAKE UP already Robynn!!!!!! I can't wait to wear it just above my other necklace she made me that bears my childrens names. I will see if Brian can take a picture so you all can see it! I had told Brian I was going to order it from Missy(owner of Hayjac) and Brian said Robynn will be so upset if you don't let her make it, and boy was he RIGHT! Thanks for the heads-up bro;)

We will be headed to the beach soon!
I thank you for your service to our family!
Army Goodell could not forge ahead without each and every one of you!
I thank you for your service to Our Father who continues to listen to His servants!
Give Him Thanks and Praise for all he has given us!

Have a wonderful rest of the week!
All my love...Pray On!
S

On the Road to Robynn!

I am headed to West Sacramento with the "birthday girl"! She wants to get there ASAP!
Aunt Robynn and Uncle Brian are awaiting her arrival with a YUMMY
Tres Leche cake that they made with love! Later tonight she gets a HUGE feast of sushi!
She's just a tad spoiled!;)

Love you all!
Pray for you all!
Pray for us!
S

Hailey Rae Cuts It Off For Mom and Others! Also check out the new pics on the side

Little Miss Hailey made her first ever visit to the beauty salon and boy did she make the most of it. She had them cut off a ponytail of 8-9 inches so that she could donate it to Pantene's "Beautiful Lengths". She is very excited to be able to help someone who has lost their hair, like her mom. She has also decided she will let it grow and cut it again, a process she will continue to do. What an incredible little girl!!!

She is also excited because as she says with a huge smile, "Now I'm like the rest of my family with really short hair."

Beach Bound!

Well Robynn Blogaholics, I've been trying to figure out a way to tell you this without you ending up in rehab:P Not sure if I will be successful, but here goes...

We are headed to the serenity of the sea! Our Girl longs for beautiful crashing waves, sand between her toes, seashell hunting, sand castle building and lots of FFF!!!(Forced Family Fun)
WOO HOO!
The kids and I are heading to Sacramento tomorrow so Cal can spend her 17th birthday with Aunt Robynn and then Thursday morning we are headed to Half Moon Bay til Monday. We found a 5 bedroom house with gorgeous views!
There will be 16 of us
(that's where the FFF comes in ;)
We can't wait to get there!

So here's the glitch...I plan on being so bogged down with FFF (which should include, but not be limited to) walks on the beach, bbqing, board games, rock skimming, roasting marshmallows, Texas hold em, baking, body surfing(Robynn and I will refrain from that one) and exploring tide pools that I won't have time left in the day to let you know just how VERY MUCH FUN we are having!
So that's the deal! You are gonna have to '"man your posts" without direction from me!
You can do it Army Goodell! You have trained hard and know what to do!

Pray On!
S

PS If I get the slightest break from our FFF, I will sneak in a post, but don't count on it!

FORTITUDINE VINCIMUS!!

Yesterday was a rough one, but Our Girl prevailed!
VICTORY THROUGH PERSEVERANCE!!!!
(thanks Sabrina;)
Even the Super Bad Yuckies couldn't keep her from Brady and Hailey's Baseball game last night! I'm tellin ya, that girl is TOUGHER than anything I've ever seen! I don't know where her strength comes from some days! She puts me to shame even on my best day!
We are expecting rough waters today and maybe tomorrow but can see calm seas on the horizon!

Pray On Faithful Soldiers!

S

Baby Steps Continue!

She's creepin her way back to comfort! She's still struggling, but it is not as bad as last night or this morning. The Dr said that days 4-6 after chemo are the worst, so she is right on schedule...DANG IT! She is extremely tired and hopes to get some relief with the help of a drug (ABH) that MD Anderson produces. Come ON ABH!!!! Do Your Thang!!!!

Texas Hold Em news...

Here's some info on the Poker Tourney:

1st: Terry Dudgeon (Girl Power;)
2nd: Adam Souza
3rd: Mike Hansen

"Best Dressed Man of the Evening" - James Coghill

Special thanks to Rod Kahele and Brett Shaffer for running the tournament.
Also, to Kirk Eknes and Kristy Dwyer for running the bar.
Extra special thanks to all the lovely lady volunteers
(West Sac meets High School Friends:)
The place looked amazing and they far surpassed what they set out to raise!
The most memorable moment was the end of the tournament, when Raina's aunt Terry WON and donated the prize money back to Robynn!
Also, Robynn's generous neighbors bought the 'big' silent auction prize
(Paso Robles Wine Getaway)
Thank you to everyone who planned, donated, volunteered, played, showed up to say "HI", or anything else related to Robynn's Benefit.

An UNENDING Round of APPLAUSE to the planning committee:
Kristy, Bree, Carol, Kim, Melissa & Kerrie

Love to All!
S

A few questions to answer...

Since I cannot respond individually to "comments" you leave, I'm gonna try to address them here!
Robynn is still at home and we hope that to be the case indefinitely! The new chemo she is trying Gemzare/Taxotere is done at an Infusion Center in Roseville and requires her to be there about 1/2 a day every Thursday with a break every 2 weeks. Next week will be her week "off".
We will have an idea if the chemo is working after about
4 treatments...2 down-2 to go!

Prayer request updates;

Mercedes has bounced back with all tests coming back negative for the scary stuff we were fearful of. Seems she must have had some mysterious virus.

Gavin is doing MUCH better. He was back to school in a jiffy, but is on a VERY short leash. No recess, no PE etc. You go Mom!

Samantha is doing Awesome! Her platelet count is Spectacular! Her parents are so very thankful for our prayers!

It is Robynn and Brian ritual to read ALL "comments" before they go to bed at night. What you send is a source of inspiration, support and love that they are eternally grateful for.
Keep em comin!

XOXO,

S

It's All about Our Girl!

Robynn is having an incredibly hard time right now! The same problems she encountered last Sunday/Monday have reappeared. They are at the Dr. right now and we hope she says this is all part of a cycle that will pass very soon. If that's the case...HOLD On Sweet Robynn!
We are with you!
God is with you!
Peace and comfort are on the way!

Orders-
Please give Robynn your full attention right now and let Him hear our prayers!

PS I have a fabulous update about the Poker benefit, but will have to post it later. Ran home after talking to Brian just so I could could enlist Army Goodell for this very important mission!

Pray On!
S

Pay It Forward!

Robynn was a busy little bee yesterday! She went to Brady and Hailey's baseball game and then headed to Rocklin to surprise the Troops that were getting ready for the Texas Hold Em tournament. She loved getting to see all their hard work first hand and telling them thank you in person. What a gal! I'm sure she passed out tons of "Robynn Hugs" as well! I know Kristy got one that she didn't want to let go of...I know the feeling!
They returned home with a little bit of the 'yuckies', but nothing our girl couldn't handle;)
She took a nap and awoke to find Cal waiting to play the song written for her LIVE! What a treat! Aunt Robynn was overwhelmed with emotion...so was Uncle Brian! What happened to their "sweet girl" that they used to load up in a convertible mustang, drive across the open water of the San Mateo bridge singing The Lion King soundtrack at the top of their lungs? She was gone! She sat before them, a beautiful, bright, shy young woman that was using her God given talent to help take care of someone that had always taken such incredible care of her. I do not know if she can understand the impact of this priceless act of love. As her Mom, I get it, as her Aunt and Uncle, they get it! I hope someday Callahan Christine will realize what it meant to share herself with all of us and give us Hope for a better day!

Let your "God given talent" shine! Use it to brighten someone elses day!
Use it for HIS Glory!

Pray On!
S

Callahan Continues to Amaze!

This is an inspirational song that was written and performed by our Sweet Callahan for our Beautiful Robynn! Please take a listen I can guarantee you it will be worth it!

http://www.youtube.com/v/qY_600tqZIk&hl=en

Thank you Cal we love you so much!

God is SO GOOD!

I cannot wait to here how today's Texas Hold Em tournament for Robynn goes! I am sorry I will miss it, but look forward to the pictures and stories behind it;) There's still a few tickets left, so if you want to join the fun please call;
Kristy @ (916) 519-1488

We all need to say a prayer of thanks and praise for the many people that are making today's event a success! This has been a HUGE undertaking! Not only has "Army Goodell"(High School Div:) put in countless hours, they have also enlisted new troops to donate and help out as well. Keep in mind some donors know Our Girl! To some she is a complete stranger and they have immediately "taken up arms"! God is so GOOD! People are so GOOD!
You ALL are so GOOD!

This Battle has brought us all to our knees...

sometimes to pray...
sometimes to weep...
sometimes to beg...
sometimes to give thanks...
sometimes to ask "why"?

Whatever the reason, it is because we BELIEVE in God's GOODNESS and know we must look to Him for guidance. He is our salvation and He will give us Refuge! Some days we don't feel it! Some days we feel naked, wandering in the desert...make NO MISTAKE! He is with us!
He Will "carry" Robynn!
He Will "carry" us !
He has already given us so many reasons to continue to trust in Him and be Faithful.
He has taken Robynn and used her to create miracles in others lives!
He has brought prayer to people that have never prayed!
How AWESOME is that?

Continue to serve as you do Army Goodell! I have no orders!
You are in no need of my direction...you have already found your way!

I love you all and continue to be "In Awe"
S

FIGHT ON! Pray ON!

Well, yesterday was another roller coaster ride! She felt great....she felt yucky...she felt good and even ate...she felt yucky...you know the drill soldiers! Can we please just have a tiny taste of smooth sailing??? Pretty Please???
Like I said...YOU KNOW THE DRILL!!!!! Surround our girl in constant prayer!
Report for duty, ASAP:)

Pray On!
S

Bad, Bad Chemo!

Our girl was doing just fine when she started with today's treatment...she was writing "Thank You" notes...texting "funnies" and then WHAM! She got hit with the "yuckies". She had a bad reaction to the Tax(spelt it wrong in past blog) part of Gem/Tax. She felt like she couldn't breathe, they gave her oxygen and then she started vomiting. They stopped the chemo, administered IV Benadryl and restarted her chemo at a slower rate. That Benadryl has been a good friend to Robynn on multiple occasions!
Brian ran off to get her something to eat in hopes she will be hungry when she gets done.
Please Lord, let that be the case!!!!!!!!!!!

Pray On!
S

Round 2/Chemo #2

Her second dose of Gem/Tack is happening this morning at 9am.
Please keep her surrounded in prayer!

Pray On!
S

Praise Our Lord for a Beautiful Finish!

What a WONDERFUL WEDNESDAY!
She is still feeling pretty darn good! (Favorite cheer should come out about now;)
She even made it to her favorite pedicure haunt. Later she dressed up like an Eskimo to watch Brady and Hailey's baseball practice.
Go Robynn Go!

Pray On and Good Night!
S

Praise to You Lord for a beautiful start.....

Our girl was a little "sleepy head" today! She did not wake up til after 10am;) When she awoke she enjoyed some special time with Brian. He said she was smiling and looked great!
She is feeling quite well at the moment and just might venture out for a pedicure...You GO Girl!

Our prayers must remain constant! We cannot yield!
Our "Shield of Defense" is up and we will not allow it to come down!
Take care of our Dear Sweet Robynn Lord! Please wrap her in Your care and comfort and allow her to feel Your presence and peace!

Have a Blessed Wednesday troops!

Pray On!
S

March On Faithful Soldiers!

Robynn is having a much better day today! Yesterday afternoon was pretty pleasant as well!
Your diligence has paid off troops! Continue to "circle the wagons' in prayer!

I wish I could express how forever grateful we are to have you as part of "Army Goodell".
You soldiers have banned together by God's hand and have been a blessing beyond anything we can comprehend.
From the bottom of our hearts and far up to the heavens is where our love and thanks reside!

Gracefully Overwhelmed,
S

Lab Results Are In!

Robynn is holdin her own! Her hemoglobin was a 12 and her WBC is over a 5... ALLELUIA!
Her discomfort has even subsided a little!
You guys are GOOD!!!!! There's another mini miracle!
Brian confirmed that this "roller coaster ride" is not fun for ANY of us!;)
Sweet,Sweet dreams our Dear Sweet Robynn!

Soldiers...PRAY ON!

xoxo,
S

Be Her "Shield of Defense" Lord!

Our girl is really struggling! Stomach cramps, nausea, vomiting, abdominal pain and irritated bowels make the top of the list. She went to get her blood work checked but have not got results back.

I can "Stand" almost anything, but her suffering is enough to drop me to my knees. Please pull out "the big guns" of prayer and beg for peace and comfort!

I love you all...thank you for your continued devotion!

Pray On!
S

A Savored Sunny Saturday!

She made it to mass yesterday and ate a nice little lunch out on the patio. We sat outside and took in some rays while watching Brady and Hailey play with water balloons. She continued to battle the "yuckies" later in the day but took it like a champ!
This morning was a little rocky, but she made it to the kids baseball game and got to see Brady bring his sister "home" with a base hit among other extremely exciting plays! She even got to visit with her "West Sac girls" Dina, Dana,Victoria, Amy, Nicole and Kim.
We are now back at home, BBQ'ing,making homemade pizza and hangin out. Robynn got pampered with a pedicure from her niece Madison with fancy flowers on her big toes! Quite snazzy! She's now in the back yard watching Hailey hit baseballs.

Please continue to pray that she is without pain and at peace!

Pray On!
XOXO,
S

Happy to be Home

Good Morning Troops!

Our girl was happy to be back in her own bed and having a slumber party with the kids.
She is feeling a little puny this morning and battling some nausea. We have mass at Brady's school and we will see if she feels well enough to go.
She has a BIG smile on her face right now because Brian just hung up a picture
that reads "Kiss Me Goodnight" in their room. The simplest of things mean so much to our girl and I'm thrilled Brian could mask the nausea with love!

Pray ON!

S

Good Night Dear Soldiers!

She is home and we are eatting pizza! We are just enjoying having her here!

I will give you an update in the morning!

Love you all!
Pray ON,
S

Plan of Attack II

Good afternoon Army Goodell!

We have started Round 1 of chemo #2! We should be done around 4:30. If all goes as it should, our girl will get to go home today. Her blood work was PHENOMENAL(12...highest ever!) Her and Brian are taking a little snooze together and I wish you all could enjoy the total peace they display. Their two bald heads are snuggled close together, and Robynn adorned with a beautiful turquoise, brown and white scarf made with love by Dana. What a picture!
She had a wonderful visit with Quin, Missy and their God son Will today. Brady and Hailey got to see Mom too, but are now off to finish homework so that they can have a water balloon fight!

Thank you again for all your wonderful support!
We could never do this without it!

Pray On Soldiers!
S

Dear Friends and Family,

I apologize for making you wait this long to hear our new "Plan of Attack"! But it was important to us that Robynn and Brian had a chance to talk to our immediate family before I addressed this news with you.
Todays scan confirmed that the tumors have either stayed the same in size, increased in size or reproduced. This reaffirms the decision to stop the chemo. There is just no reason for Robynn to endure these miserable side effects at this point. The only other option is another type of chemo (Gem/Tack) that she will do as an outpatient. It is a much lower dose and will only take a couple hours per week to administer.
We are disappointed and sad beyond explantion, but
We REFUSE to let this knock us down!
We REFUSE to live without Hope!
We REFUSE to live without Faith!
We REFUSE to live without Prayer!
We REFUSE to live without Smiles!
We REFUSE to do anything, but STAND STRONG!
We expect nothing less from you!

Please turn your voices up to the Lord and ask Him to guide us through our next challenge!

You have your Orders...
Pray ON Faithful Soldiers!

Love to all,
S

Standing Strong with a Smile!

Our girl slept most of the night and is receiving 2 more units of blood. She has been fasting since midnight to prepare for her PET Scan scheduled for 11am. We hope to have the results by 2pm today and then be able to put together a new Plan of Action!

"May the God of Hope fill you all with Joy and Peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with Hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. "

Through it all, Robynn is still Smiling!
Orders.....Make someones day by giving them a BIG "Robynn Smile"!
What a difference this simple act of kindness can make!
Spread the Joy Robynn has given to us!

Pray On!
S

"On Our Knees" and Looking to the Lord

Dear Friends and Family,

Contrary to what other tests had indicated, the CT Scan results showed that the chemo is not working, so it has been discontinued. We are waiting to hear from MD Anderson to see if we have another treatment option. She has received a total of 3 units of blood today and is scheduled for another PET Scan at 11am tomorrow.(don't panic, this one won't cost $8000+ because she is "inpatient:) Yes...you may cheer!
The good news is; she ate some cereal, a couple grapes and a half of a Subway turkey sandwich and kept it down! She has even been free from nausea! That's Progress with a capital P!!!
She is resting peacefully and we are so thankful for that blessing. Thank YOU for your diligent prayers, we know He is listening. Now, we must "listen" to see what He asks of us...

Until then...keep the faith and PRAY ON Army Goodell!!!
We are "STANDING STRONG" and have no plans to disband!
Follow suit!!! That's an Order!

xoxo,
S

Round 3 is Underway!

Robynn got started on Round 3 about midnight.
Her blood levels have dropped significantly and she is receiving 3 units of blood right now:(
We have not got results from yesterdays scan, but anxiously await them!
I will get back to you when I have any new info...

Orders=Back on your knees and pray to STOP this blood loss and for chemo to TAKE DOWN those tumors!

BIG HUGE Robynn Hugs,
S

Target Start Time-9:30pm

CT Scan is complete, but we will not get the results until tomorrow. She is feeling much better since being hydrated and getting her anti-nausea meds intravenously. Her appetite is slowly returning... she even ate about 1/2 of a Banana Split Blizzard from Dairy Queen and a couple bites of corn dog. It may not sound like much, but this is a HUGE deal with her weight loss being a HUGE concern! If she does not get back on track with eating and keeping it down, they will have to give her liquid nutrition and that is NOT something we want to start.
Please pray our girl desires FOOD! FOOD! FOOD! All the TIME! TIME! TIME! and then keeps it in her tummy!
She is taking a little nap as we wait for Round 3 to start at 9:30!
Have a wonderful night and get plenty of rest soldiers!
Your new orders will come in the morning!

Sweet dreams!
Pray On!

S

Still Waiting.....

Someone from Radiology should be here soon to take her for her Scan. We are fearful that she will not be able to keep the "contrast" (bright orange icky liquid that she must drink to light up her insides for the scan)down much longer, so we must act quickly! She is being hydrated right now and when that is accomplished, Round 3 will begin.
Her Dr. is a little perplexed at her sudden "ickyness", but is determined to get to the bottom of this mystery!;)
Our girl continues to be a SUPER TROOPER and is getting a little rest while we wait!

Love you ALL!
Pray On!
S

Round 3 ALMOST started;)

My mom and I arrived last night about 6pm and when we went to bed at midnight, all seemed to be ok with Miss Robynn. Little did we know, out of NOWHERE, she woke up vomitting and feeling very ill. This continued this morning and delayed our departure since she was hoping to get a better handle on her nausea before starting the 40 minute drive to the hospital. When Robynn's Dr. saw her in the hall and heard how bad she had been feeling, she ordered a CT Scan to check things out. Before they can do the CT Scan they have to check her blood levels. Just our luck! Her PIC line is jammed and they need to do an x-ray to make sure it's in the right place and then flush it with "cath-flow"to break up the blockage.
Since her Pic line is not functional they had to "poke" her to get her blood draw...good times!
If her labs come back without any problems, then she will start drinking the "contrast" for her CT Scan!(YUMMY)
That's all I got for now! I will let you know when we accomplish all the above and get chemo started!

Pray ON!
S

Please pray for Gavin and Samantha

Dear "Army Goodell",

Your "Orders" have been updated to include the following;

Gavin Bennis (5 yrs) was in Reno this past Friday on a camping trip and had a biking accident. He broke his jaw and required 30+ stitches in his lower face. He is in ICU with his jaw now wired. Please pray for him, his Mom Sue(a dear friend of Robynn's) his Dad Dave and brother Jacob.

Sixteen year old Samantha Rankin has been diagnosed with Idiopathic Thrombocytopenic Pupura (ITP). A condition that keeps her with a very low platelet count. Please pray for her, her Mom Krys, Dad Kevin and sister Sydney.

I cannot help but hear the song "Jesus loves the little children".
Please keep Gavin and Samantha in your every prayer!

We are almost ready to head up to the hospital and get started on Round 3!!!
Bring it ON!;)

Pray on!
S

BRING IT ON!

Round 3 of Chemo starts 1st thing Monday morning!
Robynn's Dr. informed her that the 1st 2 rounds of chemo appear to be successful. The fluid retention within her belly is just one indicator. We will get a FULL report when she returns to MD Anderson the following week.
The discomfort and suffering Robynn must endure is a bit easier to take when we are reassured of His Goodness!
Please continue to hold Robynn and Brian up to Lord as we continue our triumph with Round 3!

Pray On Dear Soldiers!
xoxo,
S

BORRRRING!

That is what Robynn's Dr. said she would like to see at this point.
We have accomplished that....WELL DONE TROOPS!
She has had a wonderful day and even kept her 1st bit of"real food" down! (thanks Gina)

HE is still listening! Thank you for keeping Him aware of our wishes!

Pray On,
S

Whata Week!

Robynn's blood levels are so good that they will not recheck her until she goes in for "Round 3" of Chemo. She has struggled with nausea and vomiting, but has not let that keep her down. She got to go starbucks to visit with friends and hear 1st hand all about the Blood Drive/Silent Auction etc. While there, they let her know what a TERRIFIC success it was and Robynn was touched by the EXTREME efforts made in her honor.
Tuesday she worked in Brady's classroom for a little over an hour and was presented with the "Lollipop $":) Today, even after "tossin her cookies" she was determined to fulfill her duty to work in Hailey's class and as you might have guessed....she made it!
She has had so much fun this week with flying kites, going to baseball and just being a family! We know Monday is not far away and this nasty cycle will start over, but we must give Praise for the Blessings she has received!

"Army Goodell", you NEVER cease to amaze me!
Pray On!
S

Thank You Dana Sloan for the Pictures of Robynn's Blood Drive

"IN AWE"

An old and dear friend used today's blog title in a recent email to me. Since there is no better description for what I'm going to tell you, I am stealing it!;)
Before I move on, let me tell you I have attempted this blog entry many times but encountered tears so fierce that I couldn't see the keyboard. So here goes! (again;)

I stand "IN AWE" of a community that has wrapped Robynn and her family in love and support!
I stand "IN AWE" of friends and family that "Stand Strong" to help keep Robynn and Brian upright!
I stand "IN AWE" of a 3rd grade classes determination to help a fellow classmates family and setting a goal of $1ooo and instead raised $2500.00 selling lollipops!
I stand "IN AWE" of witnessing all 12 chairs at the blood drive NEVER empty and at least 20 people waiting to fill them!
I stand "IN AWE" of a bake sale that could not have represented Robynn's love of baking any better!
I stand "IN AWE" of a silent auction thats donations outstretched across OLG's corridor and raised over $5000.00!
I stand "IN AWE" of strangers driving by and seeing a simple sign reading "Blood Drive" and chose to help our cause!
I stand "IN AWE" of a husbands devotion that supersedes all else!
I stand "IN AWE" of a "Village" that has lifted up my brother, Robynn, Brady and Hailey and has chosen hope and action over despair!
I stand "IN AWE" of prayers that continue to flow from our hearts and into Gods hands!
I stand "IN AWE" of my Dear Sweet Robynn who has handled this burden with grace and a smile!

I cannot begin to express my families feelings right now...
Just know; "our cup is overflowing"

Love to All,
Shelley

Where's Robynn?????

Forget about Waldo!
Robynn is at a BJ's right now!
Will you find her?
Let us know if you did!

XOXO,
S

BJ's...Here We Come!

Today's the Day!---4-9pm---
Don't forget to mention to your server you are there for Robynn!
Tell anyone sitting around you as well!
Heck, stand at the door and be a greeter letting EVERYONE know we are;
RAISING FOR ROBYNN!
(15% of your bill goes to Goodell Family)

ALL BJ's LOCATIONS IN THE GREATER SACRAMENTO AREA WILL BE PARTICIPATING!!!

This includes:

ElK Grove

Natomas

Roseville

Folsom

Sacramento

Don't fret Bakersfield, Jenny and Mimi are working on a BJ's night for you!

Standing Strong!

You have heard from Brian and Kim what a FABULOUS day Friday was, but I can
"one up"em SOOOOOO FAST!!!!!

Robynn's WBC came up from a .8 to a WHOPPING 7.8! I'm starting "the wave" right now, so jump up and throw those arms in the air and continue it on! A BIG ALLELUIA wouldn't hurt either! I cannot begin to express my Joy and Thankfulness when I received this news! I had just been talking with Robynn today and she was telling me how Brian and the kids were painting a dresser for Hailey and that the kids were really hoping to go fly their new kites. Brian reminded them that "Momma wasn't able to be outside or be around people until her blood count was better". Anxious to see if ANY progress had been made, she was gonna call the lab to see about her latest results. I told her to go ahead and "text me, when you find out". About 2 minutes later, I hear Robynn in her sweetest and most excited voice say, "It was just TOO good to text...I'm a 7.8!" I yell back "You've got to be kidding me?" She responds with,"I asked them to check it twice". I replied,"Did you respell your name
R-O-B-Y-N-N G-O-O-D-E-L-L"? "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!" she shouted! I screamed back,"Then I order you to Go Fly A Kite.......literally!" So as you ALL know, when I order something to get done...what happens?:)
May our miracles never cease!!!
What a PERFECT ending to an inspiring weekend! I cannot wait to update you on what I experienced Friday!
Until then, I will keep you guessing;) and order you to continue praying whatever prayers you're praying, cuz He's Hearing YOU!

Love you all!
Pray On!
S

Hot Off The Presses!

Good morning Everyone!
Yesterday was a great day! There was no real “appropriate” time to make special thank you mentions as people attended at different times, etc. so I’m doing it via Shelley (aka Blog Queen) and the blog!

First, thank you so much to everyone who attended. The blood drive was so successful that in the end, people had to be turned away! (No worries, you can always donate at a Blood Source location). In addition, the bake sale and silent auction? WOW! Your purchases made our event very profitable – thanks so much! I know you are all wondering how we did, but we don’t have that all down yet – just know we did a LOT – thanks to you!

OLG (Our Lady of Grace) - we thank you! Vanessa Scroggins (The "Lollipop Lady" and my partner in crime!) and Rich, "The Main Man of OLG - thank you for ALL that you did! Donating your wonderful environment, "delegating" jobs to your kids, ETC. - thank you so much!

I’d like to request that you remember to support the local businesses that donated items to our event. PLEASE! J They don’t want to see us coming in to ask for donations and then NEVER seeing us again – that’s not fair – so support them! We had many great donations – and please know that NONE was considered small in our book – they were all important in doing what we wanted to do!

Scrapbook Addict – thank you for not only donating a silent auction gift but for allowing us to use your store as “Robynn Headquarters” for our meetings! We are not done yet, so you will be seeing us again soon! In addition, Sarah and Helen (owners) have plans for their customers and the public to help create a few special scrapbooks for Robynn! Be watching the fundraising blog for details on that next week. And DON’T tell us that you’re not creative enough – we’ll help you!

Okay back to the business at hand - we’ve established that we couldn’t do it without the donations… but the other end of that were the people who went out and requested those donations! We had many great people gathering donations but two women REALLY hit the pavement hard! At our event, two ladies were wearing silver “Angel of Friendship” pins – they didn’t know why, I just told them to put them on and I’d tell them why later. WELL – let’s put it this way, if we were selling Girl Scout Cookies – Emma Arias and Nicole Winger would have been competing for the prize! I cannot stress enough how crucial it was for those girls to do what they did. HUGE! So thank you girls – you earned your “wings” for sure by supporting Robynn in the way you did! (They will also be receiving the Robynn car magnet as well – see our fundraising blog next week for details on that!). Thank you thank you thank you.

Bloodsource – Wow, what can we say? Kate Blake and the Bloodsource team were awesome as were our donors!!! The blood drive was a great success! Thanks so much! (If you want to host a future drive – it is soooo easy to do – Kate and the team did ALL of the work – trust me on this!).

And for the rest of you… whether you helped by baking for our sale, donating blood, hanging flyers and spreading those lengthy emails, or you helped “man” or set up tables, or you stayed at home watching kids so that WE could attend, or if you PRAYED that our day would be a success… whatever job you took on as yours – you KNOW who you are, you KNOW what you did, and we are eternally grateful to you ALL.

Gratefully,
Kim Funk
And the “West Sac Girls”

OVERWHELMED!!!

I cannot begin to put into words how INCREDIBLE yesterday was. You all are truly AMAZING!!! Your Prayers, Love, Support, and Generosity towards Robynn and my family is so far beyond anything could have ever imagined, and I cannot begin to thank you enough.

I could not stop telling Robynn about the event; all the people who we knew that were there and how there were so many others we'd never met. I told her about people just coming up to say they were praying for her and others saying thank you for putting this event together (which I am the first to admit I had absolutely zero to do with this, I just had the honor of showing up and taking it all in) so they could be apart of supporting someone as special as Robynn and meeting other people who feel so strongly towards my Beautiful Bride! I told her about the people giving blood for the first time, the women breezing through and multiple men passing out. I told her about all the donated auction items and baked goods, which she was really disappointed to miss.

I talked until she fell asleep, then I woke her up and talked some more. Finally around midnight I figured I should let her get her rest. But I have to tell you I did not sleep a wink all night. I just kept thinking about what just took place and how so many people came together in Honor of My Wife! Don't get me wrong I am not surprised, but definitely AMAZED! Someone once told me "People Will do Amazing things for Amazing People!" well last night and over the past few months I couldn't agree more with that statement!

You all are Amazing!

Child in Need of Our Help!

We have yet another child in need of Robynn's Armies prayers! Carol (Robynn's friend since 6th Grade) is at the hospital with her 3 year old son Brayden. He was admitted today for low oxygen, 104 degree fever, cough and Carol has been unable to comfort him.

Please pray for the strenght this child and his mother need to overcome this challenging time!

Raising For Robynn at BJ's

Mark your calendar!!

BJs Brewhouse "Raising for Robynn" Night
Monday April 7, 2008 4:00 - 9:00pm
If people mention Robynn's name 15% of the their bill will go to her family!!

*** ALL LOCATIONS PARTICIPATING in Sacramento and outlying areas !!! ***
Thank you Bree and "Highschool Buds"

Tooooomorrow, Toomorrow, I love ya, Toomorrow!

You're only a Day Away! (If you guessed ...ANNIE...YOU WIN!!!!:)

ROBYNN'S BLOOD DRIVE is Tomorrow!

Roll up those sleeves and get ready to make a difference!

Robynn is feeling a little better and has been able to keep down minimal amounts of food/drink. Our only concern is her dropping WBC. This will obviously prevent her from attending tomorrows event.:( We are very disappointed about this development, but we must put Robynn's health first. She will definitely be there "in spirit" and is so grateful to all who have made this happen and to all who are coming out to donate in her name. The rest of the family will be their to "cash in" on the hugs that are meant for Robynn and we will gladly pass them on to their rightful owner ASAP!

Thanking you again for your tremendous support!

See you Super Soon!
Pray On!

S

A Prayer Request from Brian and Robynn

Please add a special little girl to your prayer list;

MERCEDES

She is in the 2nd grade where Hailey is a kindergartner and she needs our help!
She has not been to school since last Wednesday. She has been experiencing symptoms that could be related to Leukemia & several other illnesses. She is unable to move around by herself without being in severe pain. The pain meds being used basically sedate her, but help keep her suffering to a minimum.

Please pray for this "precious angel" and help her family "Stand Strong" with their Faith in the Lord.

You have your Orders Soldiers!
Pray On!

S

Only 2 Days Away!

You guessed it....
Robynn's very own Blood Drive!
With all the excitement I forgot to remind you that along with Hayjac Designs and the Silent Auction there will also be a bake sale going on, as well as childrens books being sold! How I could forget that, is beyond me! The reason we are coming Thursday night is so that we can be "bakin fools" Friday! We are gonna be whippin up some of Robynn's Super Scrumptious Secret recipes! YUMMY!!!!!!

Continue to pray for peace, comfort, nourishment and rest for Sweet Robynn!

Pray On!

S

Our girl Battles On!

Our girl is still battling nausea and some pain. She can't take any pain meds right now because they are too hard on her tummy. They are going to try a sublingual from of Adavan and see if that helps. Her blood levels are outstanding! Praise God!

As usual, she is a TROOPER! Brady had an oral presentation on Theodore Roosevelt and Robynn made it through without incident! He was ADORABLE! My Mom, Mimi and I had worked on his costume a few weeks ago and it really came together. He had on a coonskin hat, round glasses, 50 year old deer skin vest, cowboy boots and carried a flintlock rifle and buck knife. He was the "real deal"!

Please continue to pray for comfort for our girl! We need her to feel better so she can gain strength for what lies ahead!

Love you all!

Can't wait for Friday to get here!

S

Countdown for Robynn's Blood Drive...

Just 3 Days away! Don't miss it!

April 4th (this Friday) 3pm-7pm at Our Lady of Grace School in West Sacramento.
Silent Auction and Hayjac necklaces and bracelets. All proceeds benefit Robynn!
For more info check out;
http://raisingforrobynn.blogspot.com/

Callahan, Tanner and I are so excited about Friday! I look forward to meeting so many of you that have touched my heart!
Your love and support for Robynn and my brother is ASTOUNDING!
Your words of encouragement to me, was so unexpected, but forever cherished!

Pray On!
S

Texas Hold Em...Holdin Their Own!

I just had to make sure everyone got to hear about what an UNBELIEVABLE job Robynn's friends have done with getting things donated for her Texas Hold Em tournament.
GRAND PRIZE for this Tournament IS WORTH $4000.00!!!
“A Paso Robles Wine getaway”.
A fully catered 6 course dinner, paired with local wines, in the middle of a 160 acre vineyard overlooking all of Paso Robles wine country. A dinner for 8 persons (that's right 8 people!), and a tour around the vineyard in a tractor which will take you and your guests to an outdoor table for a sunset dinner. Limo transportation for wine tasting before the dinner and to and from the event. A local nightclub will serve late night drinks and bottle service after dinner. A couple cases of local estate cabernet. An hour or 2 at the Paso Robles Hot Springs. Massages included. Compliments of Chad Schoenthal! There are also have over a thousand dollars worth of gift certificates and gifts that will be raffled off for $2 a ticket!! They will be running commercials on 4 local radio stations to promote this and once our capacity is reached we are closing sales!
So if you haven't signed up, please do so immediately!
www.robynnsbenefit.com

I am stunned by everyones generosity and hard work!
You have made this your "mission" and you have far exceeded anyones expectation!
"Mission Accomplished"!

Another wonderful attribute to "Army Goodell" sent me this today;
"You may never know what results come from your action. But if you do nothing, there will be no result." Thank you Kim!

BIG Robynn Hugs to All!

S