Saturday, March 15, 2008

Guess who????

If you guessed, Shelley...you win!
I guess, I was afraid of the withdrawls that could take place if you didn't hear from me today, so here I am!:)

There were a couple things I was gonna let you know about regarding what will happen this week and next. Brian and Robynn will be making daily trips back to Roseville-Sutter to get blood draws,have her Pic line flushed and and keep an eye on Norm and Neds evil triplet Newman. Her tummy has continued to fill up, but they only like to drain it when it is absolutely necessary. When she went in on Thursday they found another pocket(Newman) that was filling up. Because of its close location to a main artery they left it alone and only drained Norm's old stomping ground. If she cannot maintain her blood levels she will have to get blood transfusions as an outpatient. Her WBC is AWESOME, so no more abnormal worries about her catching something and not being able to fight it.
Sunday is Robynn's birthday as well as Easter so there should be much celebrating going on in her and Our Saviors honor! When the party ends, it's back for round 2 of chemo on Monday.
I think that's all I got on what will be happening with our girl unless she throws us another curve ball,which she seems to do quite often! Hmmm, I wonder if she just likes to keep us on our toes?

On another subject, I just wanted to tell you all how honored I am to be keeping you updated. There have been days when I am so distressed by watching Robynn suffer that I can't find any words for you. I will sit and pray that He will help me find them. He has yet to let me down(well, I can't speak to the eloquence of my words but He gave me something to work with;)
My point is, when I'm having a tough day, all I have to do is read what you send to Robynn and sometimes even to me and my purpose is reaffirmed! Thank you for that! Our girl deserves the ones she loves to know how she's doing and in return she deserves your words of prayer,support, encouragement and love on a daily basis!

Now for the really tough part...after 3 weeks with Robynn and Brian, I have gone back home. Robynn insisted that I too needed to go be a Mom again! I will remain in Bakersfield til next Friday then I'll return to Sacramento...celebrate through the weekend and finish up with round 2 of chemotherapy. I don't mind telling you leaving Robynn, my brother, Brady and Hailey was one of the toughest things I've ever had to do! Don't misunderstand the fact that I love my children dearly, but the 3 of us talked things over when she 1st got sick and we came to a unanimous decision that Aunt Robynn needed me more right now. I have had a wonderful support system to help with the kids and my job since I've been gone. Aunt Robynn and Uncle Brian have been so special to Cal and Tanner their entire lives. Callahan has even tried to bargain her way to spending the night with Robynn and Brian in the hospital so she could help take care of her Aunt Robynn herself.


I'm leaving you all with the most perfect image...Robynn "being a mom again" and the 4 of them getting to be a family!

If that doesn't make you drop to your knees in Thanks and Praise, I don't know what will!

You are the BEST army ever assembled! Battle on! Pray on!

S

24 comments:

Anonymous said...

We love you Shelley! Thank you for EVERYTHING! Please enjoy your time with Cal and Tanner. We look forward to seeing you soon. :-)
Love,
Enni and Uncle Derek
P.S. Thank you to MumMum and Papa too! We miss you all!

Anonymous said...

Robynn,
I have been so filled with joy knowing that you get to be reunited with your kids. The thought of all of you together(the four of you), as it should be, brings tears of joy. I love all of you so much and know that I am always sending prayers your way. Hugging Jenni yesterday was like hugging you, Robynn. Jenni thank you for making me feel like a got a bit of your sis. Have a blessed week with your kiddos. I love you bunches.
Dana

Anonymous said...

You are such a special angel in everyone's life you enter, Shel! I too have had the honor of your encouragement and support when my mom was diagnosed with cancer on 2 separate occasions. Your love and support and unwavering faith are the link that holds us all together in this fight. Because of you we have all become ONE BIG ROBYNN FAMILY! Thanks for your gift, we all hang on your words and feel so connected because of you! I cannot even imagine how difficult it must be sometimes.

I love you my dear friend!
Kelly H.

Anonymous said...

Robynn,
Have fun with your babies! I am thinking about you this weekend. I can't tell you how many people you don't even know ask me about you daily :) You're story has touched even those 3 or 4 time removed. I think it's that gorgeous picture of you on this blog, with your infamous smile...it's breathtaking.

I Love you. Happy Birthday week!!
Kerrie

Anonymous said...

Shelley, it was great to be able to meet you and spend a part of the morning with you. Besides for Brian, Robynn's sister and mama, you seem to keep the mood upbeat and keep her smiling. You are a wonderful person to be around. Enjoy the week with your kiddos!

Victoria

Anonymous said...

Shelley, you've encapsulated this entire victorious journey beautifully. From all of us that are not related, but are friends of your, Brian & Robynn's caring and wonderful family - we have all become more in touch with our Creator and what's truly important in our lives.

Anonymous said...

Shell Bell,
You are straight up awesome...and you have a couple of the most terrifc kids I have ever come to know! Thank you for sharing them with us :) We love you and your family!! We hope Robynn adn Brian and the kids are SUPER enjoying their weekend!
God please continue to guide us,
B. S.

Anonymous said...

Shelly,
Thank you for allowing us to tap into the day-to-day happenings of Robynn throughout this battle. You are more than a sister-in-law and I know that GOD has a plan for you too. Keep letting HIM use you for HE is using you greatly. Although this is truly all about Robynn, you are getting your reward for bringing so many of us to GOD with powerful praying, which allows GOD to show us what prayer really can do. Thank you a trillion times.
Robynn, what can I say. I've read it all. You are even more amazing than I've ever known. I am grateful to have you as my true friend. May GOD continue to strengthen you and may you keep looking up to HIM to receive strengh that you never thought you had, and amaze the doctors and their staff beyond their comprehension. Enjoy your time with your family. My job in praying for you will continue throughout the weekend and will not let up until those triplets are completely gone. I love you.
Chocolate Chip.

Emma said...

Shelly, I have never met you, but can say for sure how blessed Robynn is to have you in her life. Thank you for your beautiful words. If your ever looking for a new career you should consider writing. The thought of Robynn being home with her family brings tears to my eyes. She can do her Saint Patricks day traditions.
Shelly enjoy your family, you all deserve it.
Emma

Anonymous said...

Shelley, I feel like I've been watching the movie "Rocky." Of course Robynn is Rocky & you are one of her trainers along side her gereral manager Brian! You've been in her corner the entire fight doing whatever it takes to patch her up for the next round! You even manage to give DETAILED daily interviews! Can I clone you to be my sister-in-law!!:):) Enjoy your time @ home --love, Tina

Anonymous said...

You are absolutely right Shelley!! I thought you wouldn't be here, and yet here I am lurking around! How wonderful it was to see your touching message! We all appreciate your support for our girl, your brother (our boy! haha) and (oh why not! I'm on a role) "our" kiddies!! I thank you with all my heart! Enjoy the rest of your family this week, and we look forward to your return 8am sharp next Monday morning! haha!

Thank you again Shelley!!!

Robynn you better not be reading this today! But if you're anything like me you will! So I hope you are enjoying your weekend! I love you tons!!!! :)

With love, hugs, and prayers!
Kristy

The Hansen Family of Carlotta CA said...

As I sit here reading this tears flow down my face. Shelly you are amazing I hope our paths cross soon so that I can give you the biggest huge for the love you have brought forth for my niece.
Kevin Hansen

Unknown said...

Hey?!! Shelley, I thought you said you were on restriction??(hee-hee) Although, you can see how much I was hoping you would give an update anyway! I, like so many others are Still checking the blog!(thank you for having mercy for those who can't keep away!) You have done an incredible job! We are all very grateful to you for keeping us updated and guiding us in how we may better pray and help Robynn, Brian and their family. Truly, you are ALSO an inspriation!

Robynn and Brian ~ I'm not sure you will receive this, my hope is that you won't see this until at least Monday so you can have every second with your family! However, what more can I say? I knew you could do it!!! :o)
You are all amazing and God is not through with you yet!! Remember, He has GREAT plans for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you; plans to give you hope and a future. (JEREMIAH 29.11) I for one am looking forward to seeing you enjoy your future!(A very LONG one at that!)

Continue in your unyielding faith! With that, here is today's scripture:

Having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:1

Lord God, we come to you, so in awe of your indescribable mercy and love! Thank you for granting us this incredible victory of Robynn and Brian spending time with their beautiful children AT HOME! We invite you and your spirit to be ever present in all they say and do this weekend. Lord, we continue to seek your direction and strength for what lies ahead. However, with this victory we are so comforted and reminded that you Are in control. Thank you, in Jesus name . . .

Love you ~ continue to Stand ~ keep holding on because your Harvest is coming ~ perserve in your faith ~ and SMILE, SMILE, SMILE
p.s. We all went to Crush 29 last night and toasted to you, your successes and friendship! We look forward to when we can ALL go back together; the food was great; but we didn't even bother with dessert since none can ever compare to yours! :o)

Tonya Sandoval said...

Yeah!!!
Love,
Tonya Sandoval & Family

Anonymous said...

Hi, Robynn:
Keep fighting! This is Corey's mom. I have had over 200 chemotherapy sessions over the last six years. Take a day at a time and enjoy the "here and now." Check me out bald at barleyparrish.com.
Health, health, health...
Love,
Barley & Corey Parrish

Anonymous said...

Hi Robynn,
I don't know if you remember me, I'm a friend of Gina's, Brady and my son Garrett played tee-ball on Rob's team several years ago. I just want you to know what an inspiration you are to many people that know you, personally or from afar, or through word of mouth. The strength you have is amazing, and the bond you have with your husband is only something that every couple could hope and pray for. When I saw the pictures of Brady and Hailey, I can't believe how much they've grown. Brady looks the same, just taller, and quite the little man. Hailey was maybe one or two when I met her, I guess I just expected her to be little still. She is such a doll. She has her same sweet little face that I remember. Well, I hope you have a wonderful weekend with your family. And also wanted you to know that I am praying for you daily, and that I have asked several friends to add you to three different church's prayer chain here in Bako. A friend of mine's daughter attends Cal Baptist down in Riverside, I asked her to also add you down there as well. These kids are awesome, and I know will have some amazing prayer sessions on your behalf. Robynn, continue to fight with all your might, as I will fight for you in prayer. Hope you have a blessed birthday, and Easter with your Family.
May God Bless you all,
Pam

Anonymous said...

Robynn & Brian

I am so glad the two of you are home with the little ones. I'm sure they were excited and happy to see their Mom & Dad. I wish I could have seen their faces (I'm sure their smiles were priceless) Have a wonderful week & I will talk to you soon.

Hugs,
Gina

Anonymous said...

We are still praying :) Hope you are having some good family time :)
Always in our thoughts,
The Starr Family

Anonymous said...

it is so nice to read everyone's kind words to you and your family. you are truly blessed with such loving people in your family.

i am overwhelmed with joy at the news of your homecoming. how wonderful for you and your family.

peace and love be with you ALWAYS.

love,
dana k

Anonymous said...

Hey Potato Head and fam - I am so glad you're all together....just the way it's supposed to be. You are in my thoughts and prayers every minute of every day! I can't believe how many wonderful people I have met just telling the story of your challenge and asking for prayers. What a prayer chain you have created! Enjoy each other and stay strong. Robynn, you know Grandma will be with all of you tomorrow for St. Patrick's Day - her favorite holiday! Cheers to Mary Frances Dugan McLaughlin! We love you all so much! Aunt Jill, Uncle Mitch and Mary Frances (Frannie)

Unknown said...

Good Morning!

Happy St. Patrick's Day!! ;O) Luck of the Irish to ya!

I hope you had a wonderful weekend that will continue into the week and through out this weekend! :o)

Remember, just relax and enjoy all that the Lord brings your way this week with the family.

Today's Scripture:

Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your care(anxiety)upon Him, for He cares for you. 1Peter 5:6-7

Lord, again, we thank you for the gift of knowing Robynn, Brian, Brady and Hailey and all they are to each of us! We invite you to be with them this day, supplying all theirs needs. We continue to thank you for the complete healing that is on it's way. We give you all the Glory! In your precious name . . .

Need I say more? Relax, rest, and give all your cares to Him; He's got you covered! Enjoy this time and continue to think of the time that's coming when you won't have to leave home at all for any treatments! :O) Can't wait for that!

Love you ~ Continue to Stand and hold on ~ Healing is coming ~ Perserve in Faith ~ Cast your cares ~ cuz He's got you :o)

Anonymous said...

Hi Robynn....

I hope you, Brian, Brady & Hailey had a wonderful, quiet weekend just being together.. I am thinking of you... always..!!

Love,
Lois

Anonymous said...

Hi Robynn, Brian, Brady and Hailey! I hope you all had a wonderful weekend! We miss all of you, hope to see you soon!
Lindsay

Anonymous said...

Hi Robynn,Brian and Hailey and Brady-
HAPPY ST.PATRICKS DAY TO YOU and how Mrs. Brown has taught the kids-Top of the mornin to you and they respond-and the rest of the day to you.So I am praying the day is special for you...my irish lassie friend.Keep looking up and keep your strength strong and mighty.
I love you,Miss Denise