It's about that time! She is happy to be leaving soon even though she knows the outcome. She just said in a low voice, "so hospice is official...that's exciting", I replied with "yep, gettin my pom poms out" and she chuckled. Before that, Papa went to Sonic to get 4 slushies...strawberry, watermelon, lemon-lime and diet vanilla coke Hip Hip Hooray! They did not sit well in her tummy but she was determined to have some of each regardless. Just enjoying that simple pleasure was worth getting sick in between.
I had been telling Robynn about the mini Sound Of Music concert Hailey and I gave Brady last night and on her way to the potty she started singing Doe a deer, a female deer, ray a drop of golden sun........and Brian, myself and her mom all joined in.
She is ready to roll, more later!
Pray On!
S
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OOOOh I'm so happy you got your vanilla coke (even tho it was diet). And I'm so happy that you can sing that little diddly. I had totally forgotton it. Robynn enjoy your kids at home altho I know that is a given.... I am just happy that you're going home. Do I sound delerious? I AM JUST SO HAPPY THAT YOU GET TO GO HOME...Hang in there tough girl. You're Loved
I can not express the sorrow I feel. You have made the most of the time spent with your children and have provided a role model for Hailey that makes the mother in me, very proud of you. I love you Robynn.
Kelly Brown (Howland)
Hey Sweet Robynn...YAY...finally had a few tastes of what you've been dreaming of!!!
And to be in the comforts of your own home surrounded by love...heck..even when you're not at home you are surrounded by love.
I believe all things are possible, but mostly just want you to know that we love you,were sending hugs, and we hope you rent some funny movies because a good laugh is one of those things that should be bottled and sold!!!
Keep trying to indulge your tastebuds as much as you can withstand...the 'yuckies'.
Love to all members of family Goodell!!!
Jill West
Thanks Shelley for your posts- you are an instrument of God's work, and all the updates, quotes and responses from Robynn all make us feel a little more connected, so we can pray for what she and your family really need. God Bless You
Im so happy to hear your home, just were you want to be. And I'm sure all four of those drinks were tasty to, I would have loved to watch you take a sip of that diet coke. Your so incredible and have given so many people a hole new out look on life. you give so much even at it's worst and to be honest the memories I have in your car will live with me for ever and I can hear you singing with your family on the way to the potty, and Im positive you were the best. You bring sunshine to everyone around you and have given so many wonderful memories. I pray your in complete comfort and that you don't hurt.
Brian Im so sorry your hurting I know you and your family have such wonderful faith and that is how you all have been able to be so awesome in Robynns time of need. You truly are a complete blessing in her life. Hug those little ones and I keep saying my prayers that they to will be given the strenght to be strong.
The souls of the just are in the hand of god. And no torment shall touch them. They seemed in the view of the foolish to be dead. And there passing away was thought an affliction, and there going forth from us utter destruction. But they are in peace. For if before men, indeed, they be punished, yet it is there hope full of immortality. Chastised a little they shall be greatly blessed, because god tried them worthy of himself. As gold in the furnace he proved them, and as sacrificial offering he took them to himself. In the time of there visitation they shall shine, and shall dart about as sparks through stubble. They shall judge nations and rule over peoples. And the lord shall be there king forever. Those who trust in him shall understand truth, and the faithfull shall abide with him in love. Grace and mercy are with his holy ones and his care with his elect.
Even now, always the teacher.
Dear Robynn,
Although it is hard to find a joyful moment between the tears and heartache we are happy that you will be in the console of your loving home with your beautiful family, husband and babies! We want you to know that we believe in miracles and hope that god will leave his angel amongst us here. May your time at home be filled with love, laughter, kisses, hugs, cuddling, and all the wonderful things!!!!
May god wrap you in his arms and keep you warm and comfortable. We have faith in him, faith in which one can rest in paradise & peace.
With all our love, Valerie Burke & Family
I am at such a loss of words. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your entire family. I hope and pray for comfort and peace during this time and know I feel so blessed to have learned so much from you. You are a true angel!
Lori Faulconer
No matter what the final outcome, the beauty of this entire mission is that she has done, with full honors, what God wants all of us to do. Over all, she knows God. Whether her task here is accomplished, or whether she still has work to be done, (remember, God always has the final say)we are all better people because of this little angel called R-0-B-Y-N-N.
R - rare individual
0 - on a mission spreading peace
& love
B - between all individuals
Y - young and old
N - near and far
N - now and forever.
Thank you Robynn.
P.S. - You will always be BIGGER than life itself.
Forever -
Chocolate Chip
Hooray!! (as little Nate loves to say)...
Dearest Robynn,
I hope you're still feeling up to hearing our posts. We are all so grateful to have this channel to communicate with you....me especially - stuck here in Seattle :(
Bean...I'm comforted knowing you are headed home to those beautiful kiddos. But I too would be dishonest if I said I was fine. I was devasted by Shelley's "Regretful Post"...it took the wind right out of me. Couldn't calm myself to even write you a message.
For me, your struggle has resulted in a year of reflection on our friendship. Reminiscing about all that we've shared has reminded me what a special person you are in my life. I've said it before...but I am so thankful for that fateful History project we were assigned together. It was a perfect match. That fateful project cultivated a the most amazing 20 year friendship. There's no one else like you Bean. I love you so much for so many reasons.
Glad you are headed home.
Love to the entire family,
xoxoxo
Kerrie
God bless you all! We are happy to hear that you will be returning to the comfort of you own home, and getting out of that darn hospital! You and your family have ALWAYS been in our thoughts and prayers, and forever you shall be. There are not words worthy to describe, nor measure, your amzing courage and strength. Your spirit and faith will inspire our family forever.
Sweet Robynn....I am so glad that you are home.
I admit, I was just coming home when I say your garage door open and I was in AWE that you really did make it home...YEAH! I wanted to burst out of the car and yell I LOVE YOU ROBYNN, but I knew better. Instead, I drove slow...very slow hoping to see you. I know everyone is getting you all warm and cozy inside and that makes me happy.
I wish you a very peaceful time at home. As Bryce told some friends of our's, you and your family are a true inspiration to us all. We love you and wish you a peaceful time in your own home with your warm blanket and great family!!
:-)
We love you!!!!
Amber, Bryce, Alyssa and Hannah
My O my...you don't know me, but your story has touched the deepest part of my heart! I lost my mom to cancer at a young age...trust me, I know what your family is going through. I have been reading the blog all year, and I have so many thoughts and prayers I want to share. But it all boils down to...Faith. To Robynn, know that your children will heal (speaking from experience.) My heart is still heavy with sadness that I don't have my mom, but her soul is now my souls "roommate!" We go through everything together, and I truly feel her everyday. I still talk to her, laugh when I know she would laugh. Our relationship is eternally deep. I honestly can still feel her touch, smell her smell, and see her smile. Robynn, know that your babies will remember your strength, and think of you everyday. They will feel your spirit at their wedding, and just think...you get to be one of the Angels that piece together your grandchildren, with an extra dose of Robynn!! The cycle of life is a funny thing....it never ends and you spirit will live on. To Brian, my heart aches for you. The adjustment to your new life is going to be very hard, but you will feel Robynn kick you in the bottom and say, "I'm here, keep going!" I still hear mom tell me that on my sad days. The healing process is a bumpy road, allow yourself to get mad and sad (it is all part of the process). However, there will be a morning that you wake up and feel all of that weight off your shoulders...at that time, allow yourself to live on in the memory of Robynn (this is the best part of the healing process.)Hug her tight and hold onto that hug, as it will get you through your low days, and make you smile on your good days. Sorry for the length, Robynn I pray for your sweet return home, your babies, your family, and precious husband (which far exceeded his vows, Robynn must have made it easy for him to do so.) Heaven is soon to be blessed with a gorgeous Angel...maybe Robynn and my Mom will meet, and Mom will confirm with her that everything will be okay! Love
I just found your blog through Heidi's blog.
Please know that I am going to be a prayer warrior for Robynn and your entire family. I sent a prayer request to my church too.
We are so happy you get to be at home where you belong. I pray you are at peace and comfortable. I am so thankful to shelly for letting us know how you are so often. You are truly loved!
M ox
Dearest Robynn~
I'm so happy that you will soon be home! I know how important this is to you, Brian, Brady, Hailey & Mousse:)Please know how much Todd & the kids & I love your family! When we all moved up here, you & Brian, Brady, Hailey,your mom, Jenni & Derek ALWAYS treated us like family! I always smile when I think of the laughs that we have shared:) Love you & enjoy the comfiness of HOME!
Tina XO
It has brought a smile to Sue's face knowing that you are headed home to be in your favorite chair where you want to be. She has talked so much about you with your blanket and dog on your lap I was begining to think I was going to have to load it in the truck and bring it to you.
Hey Robynn! It's been a long time since we last spoke. We used to have a great time on our walks, but I could never keep up with you! I doubt if you even remember me. But I remember you and your indomitable spirit! You have always been a friend to be valued. We worked together for a time at Farmers and finally, after 28 1/2 years I called it "quits" and retired. I'm so much happier now! Have you figured out who I am? My name is Gaye Watts, and I have never forgotten how special you are, and how special you were to me.
I pray for you and your family for strength during this trying time. I pray you are not it pain. I pray for a miracle!
I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)I am God's child (John 1:12)
Much Love, Gaye Watts
gaye831@yahoo.com
I just wanted to share with you that I have enlisted the help of the entire Sacramento Diocese with the prayers headed your way. We have a prayer list that is shared among all of the principals in our Diocese, spanning from South Lake Tahoe all the way down to Vallejo. I shared your story with the principals across our Diocese, and they will be taking the story to their schools. Rest assured that you now have the power of tens of thousands of children praying for your well-being. It never hurts to bring in the extra resources! We are all praying for you. Please do not hesitate to ask us for anything if we can help in any way. You are a huge part of the OLG family, and we will do whatever we can to help out.
Robynn,
You are who you are for a reason, you're part of an intricate plan. You're a precious and perfect unique design, called God's special woman or man.
You look like you look for a reason, our God made no mistake. He knit you together within the womb, you're just what he wanted to make.
The parents you had were the ones he chose, and no matter how you may feel, they were custom-designed with God's plan in mind, and they bear the Master's seal.
No, the trauma you face is not easy, and God weeps that it hurts you so, but it was allowed to shape your heart, so that into his likeness you'd grow.
You are who you are for a reason, You've been formed by the Master's rod, You are who you are, beloved, Because there is a GOD......
Me, a name I call myself, Far... a long long way to Run......
Beautiful Robynn,
Your strength and courage has renewed my faith in people and our Lord. While it is often easy to rejoyce in the bountiful blessings that are obvious, some find it hard to keep the faith when the blessings are not so near. Not you. You remind us that the blessings,the pleasures, the simple gifts are always right there. You and your family have shared with us your amazing faith that reminds us God is Good,God is Love,God is all around us. Thank You, my dear friend Robynn, for sharing your Strength and Love. God Bless and May Peace be with you.
Love,
Kristy
Your Bunco Buddy xoxo
Robynn
I just wanted to thank you for helping me remember the meaning of life, friendship, family, love, commitment, motherhood, faith, trust, loyalty. You have made more of a difference in my life than you will ever imagine!! My heart is filled with love for you.
Pray on!!!
Katie
I have written, deleted, re-written, deleted again...it almost feels inapproropriate to comment when we have never met.
I have have often thought in following your blog, that I can think of nothing more sad than saying goodbye to my children. But then I remind myself that it would be much harder to watch my child battle against illness as Robynn has. You are very blessed to have healthy kids and I know you know this.
Perhaps the greatest gift I can give to you is my promise that your whole family, but mostly your kiddos, will remain in my prayers always.
When my dad died, my mom said one of the hardest parts was when people finally moved on. The first few days and months after losing a loved one are filled with phone calls and visits, and eventually it stops. So please know Goddell family, that I will continue to pray for all of you.
My heartfelt thanks for allowing m to "lurk" on your blog, for making a better mommy, for teaching me to put down the laundry basket and play with the kids. Shelley, I'll be anxiously awaiting a book by you. You have a gift for the written word and bringing people together.
God Bless you sweetie. You are in my prayers!!!!!
robynn robynn robynn...i just keep saying that to myself...over and over. i'm not sure why. maybe it's because i feel that the overwhleming life i lead may steer my thoughts away from you and they need to be with you. i need to stay focused and keep on track with your fundraiser. it has been my top priority. i apologize to those who may be feeling my "slacking off". i am doing my best to be the best for you and your family. i care deeply for you and am overjoyed to hear you are home, where you need to be. god bless you
dana killian
Robynn, You will never know how much you have meant to me in my life. Possibly you will know when you reach the stars. : )I know I will feel you with me when the sun shines, when I am at Starbuck's with my special mug, when I look at my simplified closet, when I hear childrens laughter, when I eat a tub of popcorn in a movie, when I see a bag of cranberries in a grocery store, when I see an Avon catalog, when I run our loop, when I travel to Napa, when I see your sweet family and many more wonderful times together. Look for my dad, Jeremy Hayek he will be the one fishing in a stream with his nose turned towards your place. The smell and taste of your baked goods gets us all everytime. I love you so much! Peacefully, Dina
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